I have’nt been inspired to write recently. These days it take all my strength to not disapear…completely. Never to see the light of day again. Never to be stabbed in the back by each and every single person I have ever come to know. I’m so scared that one day I will be replaced by something or someone in all aspects of my life, that I will completely cease to even exist, even though I still breath in life and my heart still pumps deep inside of me. The idea of throwing myself off a building or something is getting to sound so appealing to me as of right now. But I know inside, that I won’t commit something so cowardly . But that doesn’t mean I dont think about it. I feel like I’m talking to myself honestly. None of my readers have seem to come accross this tumblr page so I’m starting to think no one cares. Maybe this is all pointless and will end nowhere like my past endeavors. I guess all I can do is pull myself together and see where this will take me.
If you are a reader of my story and you are reading this, I don’t know when I will update but I do know that I will. Now all we BOTH have to do is just wait.
Chapter Two of “Their Salvation” by JustPeachy333(me) is now up!